This is such tragic news.
R. Kelly’s 21-year-old daughter, Buku Abi shared some terrible news. On Instagram, she wrote a lengthy heartfelt message about the death of her unborn son. She said that she’s heartbroken, angry, and doesn’t want to accept this. She went on to say he made her fall deeper in love with herself, take a look:
“*I started making this post at 222pm* My palms are sweating and I feel like I have to throw up. I’m also shaking… I’ve reread this like 20 times…Dear Son. I am heartbroken you left me so early. If I’m being honest… I’m also angry. Many things have happened this year that I don’t understand…. but this one I don’t even want to believe, accept, move on from… but I will learn…”
She continued, “ I met you when you were about 8weeks & You became the light of my life in a world that was so cold, and dark, and truthfully very frequently lonely… so fast. It was just you and I. You opened me up and showed me love in ways I’ll never forget. In ways I’ll never be able to explain. You made me fall deep In love with myself … all because you and god chose me to be your mother. An honor…. You gave me a strength I didn’t know I had. It was and will forever be all for you.”
Buku went on to say it’s been almost two months since her unborn son passed away. The date was on October 1st. She said when it happened, she “wanted to go with him,” and these last three days have been “particularly heavy.”
She wrote a special message to mothers who’ve experienced the devastating loss.
“I want to take the time to acknowledge all the mothers that have experienced the loss of a child. I’m speaking directly to you when I say you are seen. I feel you and I love you. There’s really no words to describe the pain, I know. I’d never want anyone to understand this pain.. and to the ones that do… somehow someway it’ll be okay again. I am not okay, deep down there’s an emptiness.. and that’s fine. sometimes being “ok” is just too hard. But… as long as you’re here to see any other day.. you’re doing something.”
She ended her message with,
“Today is 11/11/2020.. I’ve started my period, my throat chakra is on fire & You my beautiful being are heavy on my spirit. my sweet baby.. I love you so much and if the least I can do through my pain is help someone else then so be it. Blessed Be 4:44.” Take a look: