Erica Mena revealed some information to her fans on Thursday (July 8).
She said she's been in the Neonatal Intensive Care
for the last ten days, caring for her and Safaree's newborn son. In the message, Erica said,
"Legend Brian Samuels & Mommy staying STRONG. So far, five out of the ten days, I felt lost. I'm feeling
guilty, confused and scared
. I've been getting phone calls and receiving messages. I'm asked a million times how I'm doing and if I'm ok. But how can you be doing? Can you really be ok right now? BUT I remind myself , they love me, and they are reaching out BECAUSE they love me. They might not understand, but they want to. This journey I'm on feels long. It has been tough. I'm taking steps forward, and I'm taking some back. I have good days, and I'm preparing for the bad ones."
Erica went on to say she's focused on protecting her peace and "turning her "
." She went on to say, "King - Safire - Legend, I promise you your mommy will make you
. No more settling and fighting for anything that doesn't deserve me only because you three forever deserve the best of me."
points out it's rumored that Safaree is in